Some days it's just not worth the makeup.


I have a lot to say about work and what it's worth and how I feel about it. Thing is, if I write it all down here, it might just make it feel worse.

I try to keep a good positive attitude. I try to realize what I do is important somewhere, to someone. I try to do my best each day.

When you have the type of job though were the only reward for hard work is MORE hard work, and it never really ends, it's hard to keep away from that "gerbil in the wheel" feeling.

I'm in this place of hate right now and I don't like it very much because I feel it spilling over onto other areas of my life where it really does not apply.

I know there's more to life than this, and I know I'm meant for more important, rewarding and satisfying things. Meanwhile, I have rent to pay.

It is Friday, though!!